Single mom??

Hey bloggers,

I'm about 99% sure that I will end up a single mom. I mean what did I expect, I'm not good enough for anyone to stay with long. I mean I can't expect anything from any man. My dad left me so why would I expect for my babys dad to stay? If I'm such a "shytty ass girlfriend" as you say. I mean like I guess I just have to suck it up and wait untill it happens.
I love him, but I guess that isn't enough.


~Hailey

I just want to cry...

Hey bloggers,


I just wanna cry. I wake up from a nightmare in which tim left me and when i wake up he's gone... what else is new everyone else left why did i expect any different from him??


~~HAiley

I can't do it...

Hey blogger,


I'm losing my mind. I have a baby on the way and I'm not ready not by a long shot. Not to mention my bf is going through so much and as much as I want to understand I can't. Like I mean I'm pretty certain he'll leave. Hell my dad did I don't expect much of any man. I know I love him but I have no expectations, I can't get let down that way. My mom did it and I turned out just fine...well...
I mean I just want to like believe he'll step up but right now I have to be a support group. I'm more than that though, I'm also a loving fiancee, a soon to be mother, and a best friend. I am more than just a support group, but right now that is all I'm treated as. I can't even be happy about my baby because of everything that is going on. I mean when do I get to be happy? When he finally is? I can't wait that long. Even if I do it alone I have to prepare for this child and I can't think about myself anymore. It's not about me, it's not about him, it is only about this baby. Everyone needs to accept that, but sadly I'm the only one that gets that.
Well I guess that's all for tonight bloggers

~~Lots of Love
--Hailey