hey bloggers,
I don't know what to do anymore, I feel useless all the time. I never do anything right and it seems like my life is just meaning-less. I don't have anyone to talk to anymore and everytime I try to talk to Tim it turns into a fight. Honestly if it weren't for this baby I wouldn't have a reason to get out of bed in the morning, I don't care about work all I want to do is sleep. I hate feeling like this but it's like no matter what I do I'm just a bitch or something stupid like that. He keeps talking about leaving and just paying child support. Maybe he should, I mean I love him but it's like he doesn't love me anymore. He doesn't care, chances are he doesn't even want to be apart of this baby's life. Fuck it all, I might do good as a single mom. My mom did it and I'm not too messed up. I'm tired of always being the bad guy. Just fuck it all I love him too much and that's why I'm going to get hurt in the end LIKE ALWAYS.
Lots of Love
~~~Hailey
