Hey Bloggers,
I don't know what life will have in store for me when I graduate. I mean in a way my whole life will change. I'm getting married, hopefully finding a job, house, and can start a family. I just don't know if everything will work out like it is supposed to. *knock on wood* Like I don't really know where my journey will end but I do know that I love Tim and I don't want a life without him. I don't really know how to explain the feelings I have for him its weird. I haven't felt liek that in a long time, well basically ever, I thought that I knew but obviously I didn't have any idea as to what love was. I know no one will ever actually read this but it's nice to just let it out every now and then. I guess this is it for today blog.
~~~Lots of Love
-Hailey
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
it all changed
Hey there blog,
Everything has changed since the last time i was on here a year ago..
I thought I fell in love, found out he was full of shyt and left him. I devoted a little over a year to this asshole and i get fucked over. I mean to be fair i fucked him over too. Im about to marry his best friend. and he cant accept the fact that I love Tim and I despise his sorry ass. so he thought he'd be clever and get with my fiancee's ex and start a Hailey hating army. but heres the thing IDGAF about anything they say i know whats true and what isn't and thats all that matters. I really have changed so muych. Im a stronger person because of all of this. Ive been homeless, raped, and he got every penny i had, but none of that is ever going to get me down bc i have a bright new future. I have a great guy and almost everything i could ever ask for. (except a car xD) I'm determined to live my life and just try and put the memories of Shane Newman in the far darkest corner of my mind and hope they never resurface. I know i will never forget him but I dont ever have to think about him again. On to the future. It's looking bright and I couldnt be happier. I love Tim with all my heart, and if he breaks it well it's just going to have to stay broken. He will always be the possesor of my heart, so if Lord forbid he ever does leave me I can't give my heart to another bc I won't have it. I really hope he doesnt break it. I dont know what i would do with out him. I hope i never have to find out. This bloggers is my life, if anyone chooses to read this (i doubt it) you'll know just how happy i am. I only wish the whole world could see it and know. well bloggers until next time.
~~Lots of Love
-Hailey <3
Everything has changed since the last time i was on here a year ago..
I thought I fell in love, found out he was full of shyt and left him. I devoted a little over a year to this asshole and i get fucked over. I mean to be fair i fucked him over too. Im about to marry his best friend. and he cant accept the fact that I love Tim and I despise his sorry ass. so he thought he'd be clever and get with my fiancee's ex and start a Hailey hating army. but heres the thing IDGAF about anything they say i know whats true and what isn't and thats all that matters. I really have changed so muych. Im a stronger person because of all of this. Ive been homeless, raped, and he got every penny i had, but none of that is ever going to get me down bc i have a bright new future. I have a great guy and almost everything i could ever ask for. (except a car xD) I'm determined to live my life and just try and put the memories of Shane Newman in the far darkest corner of my mind and hope they never resurface. I know i will never forget him but I dont ever have to think about him again. On to the future. It's looking bright and I couldnt be happier. I love Tim with all my heart, and if he breaks it well it's just going to have to stay broken. He will always be the possesor of my heart, so if Lord forbid he ever does leave me I can't give my heart to another bc I won't have it. I really hope he doesnt break it. I dont know what i would do with out him. I hope i never have to find out. This bloggers is my life, if anyone chooses to read this (i doubt it) you'll know just how happy i am. I only wish the whole world could see it and know. well bloggers until next time.
~~Lots of Love
-Hailey <3
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